"i have been gasping for one whole day because i forgot to breathe every now and then"

alright this will be a post inspired by debby ling on the simplicity of love

my idea of love has evolved from the bliss being in one to the immense enjoyment i derive from crushing from afar. basically if you wouldn't believe this, being in a relationship is definitely not as thrilling as crushing on someone from afar. And this time i'm extremely determined to keep my crush a secret(HAHAHAHA)
Even more recently, i realised you could simply get that bliss of being in love simply by watching couples exchanging their lovey dovey eyes on the streets. and you get that, "eh i think i feel happier watching them than being in one myself"
HOHO yes, that's love to me. i believe in this kinda love but not that kinda love.

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To my dearest classmate/teammate/(AND MOST IMPORTANTLY) my bestest friend ever CHIA JIEMIN,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: you are greatly missed and your absence has made me realised how you actly stabilise my mood swings and how boring my love becomes without you. I hope in the coming year you will become less introverted, more open and lead the team to victory. Lastly, i wanna say again YOURS TRULY love you lorry and helicopterloadssss(and this is still an understatement) so COME BACK SOON and stop playing the disappearing act(:

From your favourite friend,
su xin hui grace.